I think it grows harder and harder these day to see Jesus, let alone follow him on a daily basis. As I scan my world around me, I see a scary large number of my peers, pastors and friends who once held a deep, authentic and life changing faith, who are now crashed upon the rocks and burned out. It's like their faith unintentionally became seasonal. My faith was real until this age and then I stopped believing. "That was me then, this is me now". I can not explain why th